i feel really empty. :/
and i really dont like it.
i need to see someone...
i want to be really happy but i dont know how anymore. :/

And I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch,
Well all the little promises they dont mean much,
When theres memories to be made,
They made it far too easy to believe,
That true romance cant be acheived these days,

Anyways :/

I want to do something but i dont know what. :/

i really wish my hair was naturally. straight. that'd be cool.


Oh. and good news i overheard my parents talking about going back to beijing for two weeks after school here in america is over but my dad didn't seem sold. so idk. and nothing is final. but i am going to start pushing for it harder.

um also we won our scrimmage

I watched the movie jennifer's body. Weird movie. Very weird movie. but i kinda like it. ... But weird movie.

Anyways I have a bunch of homework and i have to clean my room so i guess i should stop procrastinating.